Favorite band… Oh this is so hard! I have favorites of everything. Let’s see… one has to be Days Difference! And then MBLAQ <3 (BUI DON’T BE TROLLIN ON THIS LATER)

Favorite movie… The Dark Knight ^^ That movie was the shit of all shit. Basically.

Favorite tv show… HEARTSTRINGS ATESJKJASKLDJTEHHEHEE. But that doesn’t count as a tv show, now does it… hmm… Nikita? But I haven’t watched it in thousands of years.

• My bed. My fucking bed.
• My family, which is hypocritical since I hate them at the same time.
• My Nikon D5000, the swivel screen is still my fucking love.
• This soft, cute and squishy little pink sushi plush that my cousin gave me. It’s adorable, and it’s sentimental. <3
• My dog, Jade. (Jay-dee) He died when I was about 5 or 6. I was really happy seeing your dog running to me, because it reminded me of Jade. He was always so energetic and happy, and I was extremely happy, I even started smiling, haha. I miss him so much ):

V- 3 Big Dreams——
I usually hate discussing about my dreams and goals, it’s really frustrating and it’s all too real for me. I always think about now, my future is something I hate. So these 3 big dreams are actually really really hard for me.

1. To live in Seattle
This is more of like a ‘big fucking woop, you miss Washington dadada’, but no, it’s because I feel like Seattle is my home. I feel really lonely in Georgia. Honestly, I get attached to big things that I love. I keep changing my likes, dislikes and styles, but when it’s the things that matter the most to me, it sticks. I really miss Seattle. In Georgia, I feel like… empty? I guess, but really, I legitimately feel this little empty space that I don’t know what to do. It’s just like this time period right now where I don’t know what to do in life, and I’m just going through it right now, clueless. In Seattle, I was actually pretty happy and I never felt this way before, and it’s all too scary for me right now.

2. My family’s acceptance
If it’s not one thing, it’s another in this family; in my actual family or my large one with all my aunts and uncles. My actual family is so stubborn, and I can’t even tell them what I want to do in life because I’m so afraid of what happens to Tiffany to happen to me. I’m so scared for her, just thinking about ‘what if one day, Mom and her get into this large argument and end up butting heads every time they meet’? I’m afraid that she’ll end up like my dad and my aunt, siblings but they actually hate each other now. What I want is for my family to be more open minded, they’re so focused on money, and I’m sick of it. I want them to accept what I plan for my future, and because they don’t, that’s why I hate my future. As for my outer family, they’re so biased, provincial and stubborn. They are so stuck on this dream that they wanted their selves, but they couldn’t reach it, so they’re still swimming for it, and they’re loosing focus on reality. That dream was to be rich, and I’m fucking sick of it.

3. A happy family unlike my own
I want to have a family in the future that isn’t like mine. I can honestly say I hate my grandmother. I’m not exaggerating or anything, I find her pitiful. I actually tell Tiffany and my mom that I love her and everything, but to holy fucking god, I was trying to be a saint. I tried, I honestly tried, but her life is too surrounded by money, and I fucking hate her actions. Today, she bumped into a car while taking me to a party, and she told me: “I didn’t want to drive you, but because I love you, I took you, and look what happened, it’s your fault.” I felt so hurt, I almost started crying, because I literally felt this atmosphere saying ‘I hate you’. I felt hate from her. Everything feels so fake from her, I hate it so much. All I wanted was normal grandparents that dote you, and love you, and give you hugs and all of that. I got grandparents that treats you kindly because they want someone to take care of them and give them money when they’re older, grandparents that “have to” love me, and gives me fake hugs. I just want a family that I can actually feel comfortable with, and I’m so disappointed with how my life turned out to be.

Those are my 3 big dreams, and I don’t know if they’re the dreams that you wanted, but… there?